It wasn't the easiest weekend. I spent quite a lot of it in a funk, actually. The fact that Christmas is just a few days away, I'm no longer pregnant, Noelle is gone, and we're not going home for Christmas has me dreading Thursday instead of looking forward to it. I don't know. I feel like I just want Christmas to be over and done with. Mostly so I don't have to think about the fact that I'm not halfway through a pregnancy like I was supposed to be. And also so that I don't have to feel like I'm ruining Signal's holiday by not being as happy as I should be this Christmas. Sigh.
In the Pregnancy and Birth Loss forum on MDC another mom posted a slideshow that she created in memory of the little boy she lost in pregnancy last year. With Christmas nearly upon us, it really hit home. I wanted to share it with you all too.
May we all find joy in something, no matter how big or how small, this holiday season